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Piece of Glass

Written by: Derek Webb, Danielle Young
Appears on: Intimate Portrait, Long Line of Leavers, Chronicles

Lyrics:

Can’t believe that I did it again
Wake me up from this nightmare
‘Cause this monster is wasting me away and taking my days

Everyday I live a bit less; one night leads to another
Even if I went back would they recognize me or criticize me

Who are you that lies when you stare in my face
Telling me that I’m just a trace of the person I once was
Cause I just can’t tell if you’re telling the truth or a lie
On you I just can’t rely. after all you’re just a piece of glass

Still I control this nightmare, when I call it answers
But I can’t tell it when to come or when to stay

Who are you that lies when you stare in my face
Telling me that I’m just a trace of the person I once was
Cause I just can’t tell if you’re telling the truth or a lie
On you I just can’t rely. after all you’re just a piece of glass

Don’t talk, listen
Hold me tighter
Stay with me just for a while
Until the sun shines stay with me
Just give me one more day

Who are you that lies when you stare in my face
Telling me that I’m just a trace of the person I once was
Cause we’re not the same, you’re just a picture of me
You’re gone as soon as I leave; you’ve lived my life for me
And you’re no more than a piece of glass

See also: MusicBrainz.

2 Responses to “Piece of Glass”

  1. Chris Hubbs Says:
    May 23rd, 2007 at 8:31 pm

    Says Derek:

    “‘Piece of Glass’ came out of a conversation with Danielle Young and myself about the pressures that we and our friends were feeling to measure up physically against the standards of our culture. Our battle is nothing more than our reflection in the mirror and the lies that is tells us about who were really are”

    Says Danielle:

    “(Piece of Glass) is a song we wrote when a really good friend of ours was dealing with bulimia…I had written a story about the same subject a year earlier and I found out about my friend and then we wrote this song. This disease is more common than people realize, especially among college students, who we mostly sing to and play for. We just felt the need to let the students know that they aren’t alone. That there are a lot of people who deal with it. The story in the song doesn’t give a ‘Jesus loves you happy ending’, because that’s not how you feel when you are dealing with it. ‘Jesus loves you’ didn’t cut it for my friend. She knew that, she is a christian and she is healed now, but at the end of the song it just basically says that who I see in the mirror is not really me, it’s who I think I see. The disease is in the mind. People who have it can’t see themselves properly. When they look into the mirror, an 90 pound girl sees 300 pounds. The end of the song it just says, ‘You’re just a picture of me, you’ve lived my life for me and I’m not going to let you do that anymore.’ I have very personal feelings about that song.”

    From Derek, on writing the song:

    “danielle and i got to talking about how we were realizing more and more what a huge responsibility it was having a platform such as we do, and taking full advantage of it. she was talking about all of the convictions that she had, and how she so desired to be more expressive on stage about some of those things…specifically we were talking about how aware we were becoming of the horrible effects of eating disorders, especially in friends that we have, and have had. danielle was very adamant about the fact that no matter how unattractive this subject was, one couldn’t afford to ignore it. it genuinely affects everyone, and is unfortunately very relevant on college campuses…i suggested that she address the subject from stage [and] she write a song. she had written some well textured poetry over the years that she had let me read, so i knew that she was definitely capable. we eventually came to the conclusion that we could try and work together on it, though she had never written an entire song, and i had always written alone…she wrote a page’s worth of her basic thoughts on the matter, gave it to me, and i went into another room to think. we went back and forth revising and re-revising each others ideas for about a half hour, until we felt confident enough to actually collaborate face to face. once we really got going, we were done in about 20 minutes. the song really wrote itself.”

  2. Glenn Says:
    August 23rd, 2008 at 8:21 am

    I fell in love with this song when I first heard, not knowing what it was written, just knowing that it spoke to me on a soul level. I’ve always dealt with others perceptions of me, but never been able to shake the person in the mirror. How I looked, acted, “played the part” was never who I really was (am) or long to be.

    This song has helped in the healing process. I love the last bridge…for me it is a prayer, asking to be wrapped in the understanding of who I’ve been made into.

    I’m a pastor now, dealing with some of these same issues in my church (not eating disorders) but people having a negative image of self. As I’m preaching my way through this topic, we plan to use this song to help drive the message home that we are more than what we see.

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